I am going crazy and am ready to pull my hair out.!!!!!!!!School can not start fast enough for me!! Why do I feel so much guilt admitting that?? I keep checking blogs with the school tickers happening and getting more excited every day. I love all these little urchins of mine, but they are climbing the walls and driving me mad. I have got absolutely nothing done. It is tttoooo HOT to do anything and I have spent enough money this summer trying to keep them busy that I refuse to spend any more. I am afraid that if I do I may loose my happy home! We have two Birthdays and our anniversary coming up and Christmas is just around the corner. It's time to save not spend. They are so bored and we have become hold up in our house. I did get out last night and came home to a surprise visit from the Bishopric. They had two callings for me, not just one. What is this about?? I was feeling guilty a while back for asking to be released from the YW Presidency. I am grateful though they are both relatively easy callings and do not take me away from home and can be done with my sanity intact. YEAH for that!! Baby H has an ear infection and grabs her ear and let's me know it hurts. Her crying never stops and I am tired of the interrupted nap time because she does not feel good. The constant need to be held. Poor kid, at first I just thought she was mad because I took her Binki away for good. It a sad day when you clean your whole house and you mop the floors only to have the hubby look at it only six hours later and say how badly the floor needs mopped. I don't get mad at these comments, He's right it needed it AGAIN!! My kids are on each others nerves and into everything. It's one mess after another. I had to go out to tim-buck-two tonight to take a Birthday present to Sissy's Bio Brother and it has sent my allergies into overdrive. They live by the Mountain and Ironwood and have no grass, the kids love it outside. My allergies love the dust. Not to mention the stress and Drama her case is. I am so excited to see the older kids off to school. It is only two hours at a time most days for Sissy and Miss M but it will break the monotony for them and give me a little break and some more one on one with my babies. I really think my little Wild Thing would calm down if he could get a little more of my undivided attention. WHEW I feel much better now!!!
6 comments:
oh i'm with ya! need to send them away so we can miss them a little. ugh on the mopping!
hang in there meet the teacher tomorrow! yay!
I've been there with the two callings before. But not with the six kids. Good thing for blogs so you can vent. Hope life gets easier for you soon, like when school starts. I, however, will be pulling my child out of middle school to home teach him...more on that later...
Wow- hang in there! Do feel guilty about being happy for them to go to school! It will be good for all of you. That is awesome that you got Miss M into Kingergarten. She is such a smart kid. She will do great
Don't feel guilty for wanting school to start. You are not alone on that! Kids need the structure without mom spending lots of money to keep them entertained. My kids are so tired of each other right now and it makes them very short with one another. Good luck until school starts.
You are so not alone. I am excited for all of the bickering to stop! It makes me want to pull my hair out...it makes the days forever long. Hang in there, relief is coming!
we started school on monday and it has been heaven..not to rub it in. my poor kids have been so bored this summer. we only left our house once a week (if that) so school as been the greatest thing ever for them.
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