I am not even close to back to the land of the living. Well the at least the living who get dressed every day and go further than the mailbox, which only happened once. This entire situation is surreal and I have no pathology results yet.They sent my tumor, which one Dr referred to as "just plain ugly" off to the Mayo clinic for a second opinion. I try not to think about it much. I am told that does not mean it's bad news. I am grateful to be tumor free and the missing parts, well....they make for a lot of pain even when gone. Each day gets easier and less painful. I am tired, really really tired. It takes a lot of energy to heal. If this tumor ends up being Cancer of any kind I know the road ahaead will be just as hard. There are so many who have it so much worse than I do. My heart goes out to them!
I am amazed, humbled, and brought to tears at each bit of service and for each sacrfice made on my family's behalf. Thank you just does not seem like enough. My Laundry has been taken over, floors mopped, children Mothered and shuffled to and fro for fun. That is only the tip of the iceberg...... I don't know how to be grateful enough to all who have done so much and continue to do so much.
I am glad to be home with my kids! I missed them. Layne is amazing! I married a wonderful man who has stepped up and taken over best he can. He is there whenever I have need him to be. He holds my hand and listens to my fears and complaints. We are taking this one slow day at a time and are grateful for every prayer on our behalf.
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so glad you are home with your family and recovering! I soooo wish I were close so I could help you! I have been praying for you and hoping every day that you are getting better and better. Hugs my sweet friend and get well soon! :)
I am so glad that you are home. I have been so worried about you. I am glad that you have an amazing support system. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs!
Been thinking about you.
I know that grateful heart and how there just aren't any adequate words.
Just let people help...we've all been there in times of need, you'll have your turn again to be there for somebody else.
You are right smack in the middle of one of those "growing" experiences....Just let it happen. All will be well.
Take Care.
When I think about all you've been going through, I feel bad for whining about my recovery over my wisdom tooth and still numb jaw.
I'm so glad you're home. I hope the recovery goes smoothly and quickly. I'm so glad your family is being taken care of. Know that you are loved by many.
I'm so glad you are home and that Layne is awesome! A 2nd opinion is awesome. Hang in there and take you time to recover. It's totally normal to feel exhausted after this extravaganza. Hugs. Love ya lady!
You have such amazing people in your life!
LOVES!!!!
Love you guys! We'll keep you in our prayers. Wish we could come and help out. How do I convince my wife to move to Arizona? We've been dying of heat here lately. I think it got up to 85 degrees one day! Whew!
Glad to know you are home. Healing is best there, and I agree with Pedaling. Let others help. Don't deny them their blessings : )
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